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JM

Jennifer McClintock

JM

I WAS asleep, until...

Those darn kids. Midnight, and they're still tromping through the house, laughing as loud as they can. Hey, it's summer, AND Friday night, so why not, right? Well, maybe because Mom is sleeping, and has to work early in the morning. Grrr ...I've already taken my sleeping pills to go to sleep the first time. Cant take more.....so guess I'll write a little in my blog:)

Go figure, it's supposed to rain over the weekend. Yuck. That cancels a LOT of things I still want to do this summer. Outside stuff. Could do Shelburne Museum, run from house to house with an umbrella. But, maybe I'll stay home. Get a little light housecleaning done. I kind of shouldn't ....and it's not the fatigue or exhaustion. It's all the dust and crap that I'm breathing in, and breathing in all those cleaning supplies. I do use almost all natural products, but those smells can still really get to you. I have face masks....but they bother me....a lot! Could go to a movie at Essex Cinemas, but since I've gotten sick, I find myself getting claustrophobic at the movies. And well, there's always dorm shopping with Holly. If she's around. She's barely home anymore. ........on that note.....who's got a stack of Bed Bath and Beyond coupons. They NEVER expire, you know. I can't believe I'm out, and still a lot to get there for Holly. Let me know:).

Man, this STOMACH. It's constantly growling . Hungry or not. It's embarrassing really. While we were in Mass, poor Celia and I shared a bed. Poor thing. This was LOUD in the middle of the night in a quiet house. But, she didn't complain. I still have to wonder what the heck is going on in there. It's been hours since I've eaten. Sheesh.

Water, water, water, water. I cannot get enough water. But, it makes me pee, pee, pee, pee. Day AND night. It's so annoying! Dr. is considering reducing my water pills slightly. He's worried they could be behind my continued weight loss. Ya...lost another 2lbs. I'm 109 lbs now. Wow. I honestly think I haven't weighed this little since elementary school. But it looks awful....my legs and arms with all that wrinkly empty skin, where fat and a little muscle used to be. And believe me, I'm eating! This is just a horrible disease.

Oh, tee hee, this is a funny one. So I have a port. This is a relatively small device that makes it easier to draw blood, and administer some drugs, such as chemotherapy. Anyway, it's just under the skin, but visible, and just above my right bra line. Well, realizing it's showing up in my bathing suit shots, tank tops, etc. It's confusing to some people. Is that an abscess ? Is your nipple showing?? WARDROBE MALFUNCTION!!! But I'm not going to waste my time trying to hide it. It's hot out! If I want to wear a tank top, I'm wearing one!! lol

Ok, there it is. A yawn. This could be the beginnings of slumber!!! So, I'm going to fly. Remember if you're up....I'm on the air tomorrow from 6a-10a, on Star 92.9, or at www.star929.com

Now, go get some sleep!

Jen

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