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All will be well and all will be well and every kind of thing shall be well.” (Julian of Norwich)

peace, ease, release, be love.

tension, fear, adventure, companionship, fart of poop, commode.

ativan, uneven loud breathing, not eating.

shit is my earthly focus, no coverage for nights and thanksgiving and two days around. Paid caregivers turn up.

Know my care circle members will not be able to stay around the hospital bedside (due today between noon & 2).

Paid caregivers will come to care for me.

Yet, when I'm more actively dying a...

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Alive & teetering


Thus began 3 days of heaven and hell.

Riding the edge as my body breaks down more and more.

Altered states.

Intimacy grows with god running divine energy through my many caregivers. I change energy patterns every few hours.

Wow!

sending love, Stephanie

Evidence-Based Complementary and Alternative Medicine
Volume 2013 (2013), Article ID 740291, 14 pages
http://dx.doi.org/10.1155/2013/740291
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Alive, well, physically ill

Been a whirlwind of a week and regaining some semblance of sanity, love, coherence and emotional balance has been challenging

Election results only compounded things for me.

Beloved friends shore me up with personal care and stories that sustain life, love and faith.

Thanks for all who showed up via email, phone and personal visits and continued thoughts, wishes, meditations and prayers for healing for our beloved communities and earth.

Connection is my real addiction.

Learning is a pathway to connection.

Reaching out, offering, with both hands to all ...

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Choose love over fear today

Sea otters, because of their lusciously warm, soft and thick pelts, were hunted nearly to extinction on N. America's Pacific coast. Their population has revived in parts of California (try Point Lobos south of Carmel), but are still threatened in Oregon. Sea otters are agile, playful, cute and deeply relational!

May all be as joyful!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XyFAyUM-aso

xox

Together we are stronger, m...

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VOTE


Longwillow concurs!

xox

Midnight Special, LeadBelly

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cu7gafphe9M

xox

Joy is the happiness that doesn't depend on what happens.

~ Brother David Steindl-Rast

www.gratefulness.org

xox

Vote your conscience.

Vote for the children unto seven generations and beyond.

Vote for all sentient beings.<...

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Hold Me

Links to Gotta Travel On in comments below.

This song is playing in my inner ear now!

Hold Me

Izetta Smith

Hold me, hold me, never let me go.

Hold me like the leaves on the ends of the branches.

And when I die let me fly, let me fly,

Through the air like the leaves when they’re falling.


Hold me, hold me, never let me go.

Hold me like the stars in the sky high above me.

And when I die let me fly, let me fly,

Through the sky like the stars when they’re falling.

xox

Ye (Radi...

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change in status

"Ye Gads!"

~ Zanetta Shinn, The Music Man

xox

Seem to be rapidly moving toward death.

Seems like I spend most of my waking hours dealing with practical details, training and orienting caregivers and writing or amending instructions and notes. Still spend many more hours sleeping than waking. Basic bodily needs are few, but cared for by my Circle of Care members and hospice team. Hospice nurse trained Circle members last Wednesday.

Among other projects, I'm working ...

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